keepTHATsilence

2007-10-25T18:57:00.001+08:00

RELINK.

OFFICIALLY @ IN-RUINS.BLOGSPOT.COM

SEE YOU THERE, :]
Probably, someday, somehow, i would use back this address. :D

2007-10-05T10:04:00.001+08:00

GRR.
i want to watch high school musical 2 lah.
stupid computer, why cannot load???
\GRRRRRR.
wad stupid recent thing i dont care
i want to WATCH.
GRRRRRRRRRRR.
THUS?
IVE GT NOTHING TO DO NOW EXCEPT TO STUDY...
grgrgrgrgrgrgrgrggggrgrgrrrgrgrgrgrg...
this is maddening.
:/

asd

2007-09-30T17:35:00.001+08:00

if i was a innocent child, i would not be here typing. so if u insist i am then continue to read on, you have obviously nothing to lose.
guess all the things that happened recently is going to make a volcano erupt very soon. Heh.
L.A. - A 'B'.
You big baboon, freaking idiot old woman.
i tell you you have no IQ or EQ or whatsoever to give me such a lousy grade.
yea, vivienne i've got a A* for my PSLE too.
and i am loud, i am crappy enough and i put enough effort in that big bloody project.
so i dont see the reason why on Earth, Mars or Jupiter you moron can give me such a beautiful no.
Anyone who thinks that i am a loser by complaining, well think it that way because it is none of my business what on earth i am and why i should clear my name, cos im disgusted at the teacher and you. If u want to comment, go ahead but beware that i may not entertain you and if u are gonna give me things like ' i noe... you shld not dwell on this anymore." i think u shld seriously try and save yourself from tying those words cos im pissed and i cant go anywhere out of hse and all the boredom and pressure is building up.
YES IT IS.
maron.

That teacher has no big deal, actually. you know something? you want to see me die?
i'll prove to you. im difficult to tackle, and i will never collapse before you do. Sadly, i will tell you that i will at least get an A for the EOY exams or else you will see.
I dont give a damn if i reach that mark.
let me tell you, a lot of ppl are mad at you and thinks that you are an uncertified teacher who does not know how to grade and finds you a big baboon.
full stop.
so stop insulting me with your marks.
YOU ARE NOT FIT TO BE A TEACHER.
no you airnt.

2007-09-23T15:08:00.000+08:00

haha hello.
evidently time havent pass that long since u are still alive and still reading this post so yea. haha.
EOY is coming soon so everyone MUG.
MUGGG.
lol.
maths was terrible.
science was worse.
my life is screwed.
haha.
lols.
okay then byebye.
lalala/
im in a lullaby mood.

hol

2007-09-09T09:58:00.000+08:00

finally. after about 86756415534895 days, i have updated! (:
well..
what should i talk about? my life is pretty boring and nothing much to write about, and yea.
okay lets see.
firstly, u had better ~~not~~ blame me for not updating; it ~~not~~ my fault.
but then, its not me who doesnt update, its my brain asking me not to update cos there is nothing to write about, you see.
blame ~~my brain~~ me, then.
lol.
seriously my life is in ruins. lols
with worksheet all around and all the STUPID papers disappearing out of thin air.
POOF.
oh well, it may be a billion ages after this that u will see me blogging again.
so if u can~~not~~ live that long, heh. u will see me. (:
i'll be blogging then, u see.

2007-08-08T22:58:00.000+08:00

LALALA...
tmr is national day, and im OVER THE MOON ;D
cos i gonna finally get a rest..
lols. hmm...
let's see, what have we got here?
people being emo, like as if the whole wide world caused that lah. lols.
anyway anyway, hmm, ought to clear up my handphone a bit, to little space in there, but i still dono what to delete so im still thinking. lols.
well well, HAVE A NICE HOLIDAY! xD

i love national day
there's no place it rather be. :D

2007-07-31T13:02:00.003+08:00

btw i m at computer lab one
xD

2007-07-31T13:02:00.001+08:00

btw i m at computer lab one
x

2007-07-31T12:56:00.000+08:00

helo((:
lols. this is seriously super slow. i suddenly feel so blissed that my house the computer is faster. xD
lols. hmm, feels weird. guess it is because i miss plauing bball! :D
well, so sad. our poster... cant finish, in the end nobody is able to vote for us. it is like, not as if ours is a piece of crap. but well, what is done is done, so ruowei dont be angry if you r reading this post.
Hmm, end here bah, off to help kristin create a blog! till then, sayonara! ;D

2007-07-29T08:48:00.000+08:00

helo(:
i deleted the last two post, abt you noe what and you noe what. (: Since they are going to spoil the image of my blog. so there it goes to the rubbish bin.
This weekend is ATROCIOUS. lols. homework seriously is going to kill someone and i will be that someone. It's like, you see?

Geography: FINISH UP THAT POSTER!

Maths: Percentage assignment; due on Friday but kind Mr Seow has given us until Monday. Note my sarcasm.
: The past year paper. I'm gonna pull up my socks lah, since test is just next Friday. And that makes it another point.
: Study for test. I m not going to fail the test that i always score well in. xD

Science: TESST! :( guess what it means? i dont noe. bad result? lol. i hope not. i like bio (:
: As well as another worksht title "E-LEARNING WEEK "

L.A.: Another Bilingual journal

History: Worksheet on source based question

Chinese: LOL. luckily there is no hmwk (:

JAP! : WAH. THAT ONE IS SERIOUSLY KILLING ME.
1. Compo
2. Xi2 Zi4
3. "comprehension"

OMG. How i wished that harry potter really existed so that i can borrow his wand to do the homework and fix up my brain. :D

So... life must keep going, mustn't it? I miss 6a, cos though there is PSLE, it is muchmuchmuch better than going to secondary school. Sigh.

2007-07-24T13:19:00.000+08:00

well. the blog is sort of unvisited now, more privacy i guess.
i dont know why there must be chaanges in life. it is like, everybody must accept changes, uh? So funny. Why must i do that just because i cannot make the choice. I m not nagging, if u dont want to hear or anything get out. I am in a terrible mood.
Somemore, idmi is driving me crazy. arghhh. wth what is the problem lah. like so what lorh. -.-''

BUGIS. l.o.l. I dont really like that place. u ike it, dont you? bugis has many things to shop right? i dont really find that a lot, the only thing is the i like is the neoprint one. (:

super sian idmi. and some more idmi i dont know what the hell is in the trs mind cos i dont noe why they choose so difficultthings and tasks for us to do and get us chased around by the stupid security guard. lols.

ANYBODY LIKES MR SEOW? 1 lesson for $1? i dont like that. i want to puke sia. lols. Maths VS mr seow. who will win? :/

2007-07-22T19:54:00.001+08:00

today i went to watch harry potter. :D

hmm, not much as exciting. just sirius died, and then harry potter scream scream scream and the umbridge was erm... too arrogant. (:
LOLS. :/
funny thing tt harry said: i cannot tell lies. lols!

hahahahaha...
voldermort in xi1 zhuang1 is so damn funny la. it like, he is supposed to be scary right? but turned out is he sooooo comical. ROFL. :)

lols.
harry potter rocks xD
i mean the movie and the book. xD

2007-07-20T19:01:00.000+08:00

tmr at 7.01 am.
HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS. its gonna be out its gonna be out, whee!
im happy not because i m buying. LOLs. because my friend ordered and then i m going to ask him to lend me! (: so evil.

today was a total havoc. IDMI is not a GOOD project. everything is so rush n things like that, whah! rollercoaster ride sia. (:

feeling better today, more cheerful n more tired. well, better than staying at home and letting my mind think of things that will only make me upset. aiya, lets drop the subject.

i love FULL HOUSE. n im so deprived of it.
calculate:
1 book at 5 bucks
altogether there are 16 books. and i neeed 15 cos i have one already.
wah. superdeprived sia.
lols.
donno why i suddenly blog so much... guess because ive gt the time bah. -.-''
okay then buhbye! ((:

2007-07-19T17:50:00.001+08:00

people change. oh yes they do.
OMG. XINXIN WAKEUP. why am i becoming like that? why am i feeling this way?
itslike, every single one is changing. into someone that i dont understand, i dont noe. people whom i have known since primary school, teased them, chased them all around, and well, everything.
They are all changing.
I feel very scared, all of a sudden. I dont want to be left alone. I dont want to be left with only my secondary school cliques. I want all the schoolmates that i have to stay as one.
Dont you see? everybody seems so blessed. i dont noe why, i seem to be growing further and further apart frm people from my primary school.
well, they do have their own friends now, dont they? what right do i have to interfere?
thats precisely why im not saying about anything in front of them. i mean, whny do i care so much?
yyy
i guess, because everybody holds a place in my heart, and yes, both guys and girls. Eevn if i hated you and even if i said that i dont care, actually,
I DO.
I have many friends now and well, many many good friends.
people that i can trust and be frank with me.
but even though all these, i would much much much have wished that more primary schoolmates had been here to cheer me up when i feel so hollow.
But, none did. no one.nobody knows.
everyone still thinks that i m the super lively, full of bliss and you noe, well, stubborn?
well i m still stubborn xD
but all have changed. i feel very hollow. very very hollow.
these people that i have known for so long, so long, and some people who went through the same CCA as me in primary school, the gossips we had behind the teacher's back, all are gone.
i dont understand them anymore.
suddenly, this whole world is collapsing on me.
AND I DONT LIKE IT.
i m going to go crazy anytime if this continues; get it straight.
smack in the face ):

2007-07-19T08:41:00.000+08:00

GOSH.

i feel so very...depressed?

i guess u dont noe what im talking about.

well..... i dont know. somehow, jamies words made sense. you see, if i had continued to think that mr lim was going to come back i would never be able to accept mr seow as the maths teacher. you see what i mean?

BUT I DONT WANNA GIVE UP.

hoping that someday, somehow, mr lim will come back. and teach us.

dont you see? everytime i think of maths, i will connect it to mr lim. But then after that i will rmb that mr lim is no longer teaching us and that ...well, you get my meaning.

like, i feel jealous. VERY jealous. to be giving up like that. Why must it be us and not some 1I? or maybe, he can dont teach 1K oso wad.

wth. i give up. im feeling so depressed i think maybe you wont be interestedto see or hear, but in any case you dont, GET OUT.

i dont need you to tell me what is wrong and what is right. i just need a shoulder to lean on, to clear up my mind, you understand?

YOU DONT UNDERSTAND,do u?

everybody seem so happy with mr seow. i should be too, shldnt i?

BUT I M NOT. i dont wat to lie and say that i m perfectly fine. it is too horrible, saying smthing that i m totally not feeling?

I GIVE UP. i eel so tired. all this pressure is engufing me. :(

2007-07-17T18:54:00.001+08:00

Nothing will ever be the same anymore.
No lessons i can ever look forward to in school anymore.
There was such a lesson i had enjoyed, but now...it is gone, and all that replaced was hollowness.

the hols

2007-06-10T09:41:00.000+08:00

Helo peeps. erm...
JUST FOR THOSE IN MY HISTORY GRP PEOPLE. ;D
when do u want to meet up? to discuss; yeah?
erm please call me or wadever n the meetup is prefably in the third week but i shall entertain the fourth week if it really cant be helped. So there....
I dont like to talk about school work on my blog... LIFE IS SO MEAN TO ME...
can u imagine lying around for the past two weeks having nothing much to do but lying around?
I SHALL TELL THE TRUTH...
I dont like doing hmwk, and at this point of time i have only done like; WHAT? erm, maths, LA half n Chinese HALF and Geography, HALF?

I FEEL SO DEMORALISED. :(

BUT..
who dont when it come to hmwk?
so much for one horrible holiday....THATS SO MEAN..
but at least theres still this time for pathetic me to blog and well.. haha.
Thats enuff..
hahaaha.... I FEEL SO EVIL but i FEEL GRAET. ;D
well, OH YA.
i feel so irritated by..
GUESS WHAT?
THOSE FREAKY ANTS.
did i tell anybody that i hate ants?
well now u noe. and they are appearing in my house.
GET IT? in my house. THEYRE SO EVIL. I DONT WANT TO KILL THEM, AND THEY DONT WANT TO DISAPPEAR. :(
Arent they horrible?
THEY ARE INVADING MY HOUSE. THOSE INVADERS..
HAHA
okay well nvr mind.
DANIEL U MAKE ME SO JEALOUS.
i nvr went to GENTING ONCE.
nvr even ONCE.
n im feeling mad about that.
HUSH. KEEPTHATSILENCE.

changes made. ;)

2007-06-07T15:50:00.000+08:00

helo peeps.
Finally after what seems like a million years, i've changed my URL. haha. okay...
But the older posts wouldnt be here anymore....if you want to read them then u shall go back to my old one and read them from there.... okay, so thats all. ;)

ENJOY! ((: